Tuesday 27 September 2011

Questioning my beliefs

There are a zillion times in life, we question everything around us. Whether it be our beliefs or faith, our questions or answers, our parents or siblings, our friends or our partner.  A day when you just want to restart everything in your life, just start afresh. Today is the day, I sit here and question all my beliefs. Belief in me , my relationship, my career, my family , friends, in short My life.
I feel no matter how much i try to give, it just doesn't seem enough for anything. Is it a short coming in me or is it just that i bother to much for things/people who deserve little. How does one decide who/what deserves it all. All your love, your devotion, your attention, your patience, who deserves YOU. Its the biggest question lingering on my mind. 
When you are polite, forgiving, and sweet people tend to just take it for granted. And forget you to have a heart which probably expects the same out of them. I always fail to understand how can one take people or for that matter anything in their life for granted. Do they forget that change is the only permanent thing in life.
I always lose respect for people who do not value the time and patience one gives to them. If you cannot value a living soul, you definitely don't know what life is all about.
We are always running and trying to catch the best of things in life. No matter how many quotes we read to enjoy the process, we eventually just end up running after it. I am never in my present. I am either rectifying my past or growing my future. But when I look around me. I see everyone doing the same. So am i wrong? Should i change myself?
Everyone is trying to reach somewhere because of which they are willing to sacrifice their love, their family, their friends.I wonder where are we trying to reach without all this.
Today i wonder why sometimes you just don't have answers to anything in life
Today i question all of this and many more things. Because may be somewhere my beliefs have failed me. 

Wednesday 21 September 2011

I Hate You

I hate the way you talk to me
I hate the way you take care
I hate the way you treat me
I hate the way you stare

I hate the way you flirt
I hate the way you touch
I hate the way you confuse me
I hate the way you see but pretend

I hate the way you can make me smile
I hate the way you can make me cry
I hate the way you can make me wait
I hate the way you make me believe that you are my fate

I hate the way I confide in you
I hate the way I want you
I hate the way I love you
I hate the way I don't hate you

Riti

Come Back to Me

Hey my darling! how are you?
Just may be, I am still with you
Don't say no, please look around
Somewhere in your heart I will be found

I may be upset that I have lost you
But hope and patience I learnt from you
I made you move far away from me
Trust me, that's not how i intended it to be

I know you doubt me and my love
Please give it a chance you may regain your trust
There is love in your heart for me
Just don't let it go, without you finding the real me

Forgiveness is what i ask for
If that's what will get you back in the start
Please don't ever say you'll forget me
My worst nightmare that will be

Please come back as your my fate
Please come back as i will wait
Please come back and wake me from this horror
Please come back and stay with me forever

Riti